Remember like I’ve told you that love is all that matters. Just remember that it will put every other question into perspective
Scott, April 1996 Channeled Writing
“O.K.,” I breathed, having no idea what was coming. Jeff appeared to briefly ponder, then said “After you told me you were coming to visit, I had a little bit of trepidation. I don’t know,” he paused, “it’s like I felt there was something unresolved with Scott. The last time we visited you guys in Miami, the time Dean and I came down, I felt like something was off. I knew that you guys were getting ready to take off for a trip to New York that weekend and things were a little hectic, I guess we really hadn’t planned the trip that well, but I was getting strange vibes from Scott.” He glanced down, as if looking within himself. “It was like he didn’t have any time for Dean or me. But what really bothered me was that I felt that there were a couple of times when Scott had been literally trying to keep you and I apart. That really pissed me off.”
I thought back to the time, and was not surprised by Jeff’s words. Scott had indeed loved me with a passion, and at times acted sharply possessive. Especially as his illness progressed, and his body began to change, his insecurity grew and he feared that I might abandon him, leaving him sick and alone. Though I tried my best to reassure him of my love, that there was no place else I’d ever want to be, the doubts he carried within him skulked in a shadowy realm of inner emotion, impervious to logic or reason. It would make sense, too, that Scott’s fears would be heightened by the presence in our home of a man whom I had once loved, and lusted for, and who was still healthy and strong.
“When you told me you were coming,” Jeff continued, “I decided to do a journey, for purposes of purifying. The first thing my helpers told me was ‘You should get clear with Scott.’ I asked them to help me do that. The next thing I knew, I was taken to a place where I saw a lot of light, and felt a lot of beautiful feelings. I knew that it was Scott, that I was in his presence. It was an amazing feeling, like I can’t describe.” He took a breath before going on. “Scott communicated with me, loud and clear, and I felt nothing but love. It really blew me away. He told me ‘That was what I had to do. It’s completely unimportant now; it no longer need be a barrier between us. That’s just what I needed to experience at the time.’”
“And I understood. After encountering this soul, I can’t even tell you how beautiful it was, I was totally at peace. I just knew that this trip was going to be blessed. I knew you were coming out here for a reason.”
To: Chapter 33
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