http://deathisanimpostor.com/2008/10/10/an-unexpected-visitor/ Where Love Is, Death Never Is the End of the Story Fri, 31 Jul 2009 07:42:42 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 http://deathisanimpostor.com/2008/10/10/an-unexpected-visitor/#comment-244 Bruce Masterson Tue, 28 Oct 2008 02:16:09 +0000 http://deathisanimpostor.wordpress.com/?p=599#comment-244 Paul: as i read you chapter, a friend walked in the room, and read on paragraph, and said how can you keep from crying, i read just one paragraph and im almost in tears, i myself, have become untached from stories and pain, people have for my own sake, but the depth of what you wrote, leaves me thinking, "here was a man" taking on, emmotional relationships, fear of HIV, fear for Scott, watch Rob dieing, and i do underdstand why Scott might have not cared alot for him, but let me say the way you worded it, i felt i was there, in the hospital room, hearing rob saying something like "look no muscle in my legs" kinda laughing off the last chapter of destiny he was to meet. I found it interesting you forgot his birthday and he became angry, he must have never gave up the feelings he had for you. I do believe though that this chapter reveals more than pain, but so much confussion that goes on, and so much a care taker has to do, even to remember others your not caring for, Jeanne im sure can relate. My feeling as i read in were like jello, shaking back and forth, from sadness, to empty places where pain has filled so much, i cannot pour anymore water that my glass of pain, i have a friend, Pat i just found out has lung cancer, and liver cancer, her son i raised from 11 till he got married. he is the one on my dog training video. but because of all that i have gone through, i do not have to feel the pain in your writings, to know the missery it brings with it. this to will pass. Rob sounded like he had fallen in love with you, and never let it go, maybe still love, and maybe love just burried alive inside him. but you did all you could do. Coming into the book on a late chapter was a bit slow for me to catch hold, but some thing flows through, "REAL FEELING" "REAL LIFE" "REAL LOVE" REAL PAIN" AND "REAL LOSS." that is a large shoe to fill in such a small space love Bruce and Cash Paul:
as i read you chapter, a friend walked in the room, and read on paragraph, and said how can you keep from crying, i read just one paragraph and im almost in tears, i myself, have become untached from stories and pain, people have for my own sake, but the depth of what you wrote, leaves me thinking, “here was a man” taking on, emmotional relationships, fear of HIV, fear for Scott, watch Rob dieing, and i do underdstand why Scott might have not cared alot for him, but let me say the way you worded it, i felt i was there, in the hospital room, hearing rob saying something like “look no muscle in my legs” kinda laughing off the last chapter of destiny he was to meet.
I found it interesting you forgot his birthday and he became angry, he must have never gave up the feelings he had for you. I do believe though that this chapter reveals more than pain, but so much confussion that goes on, and so much a care taker has to do, even to remember others your not caring for, Jeanne im sure can relate.
My feeling as i read in were like jello, shaking back and forth, from sadness, to empty places where pain has filled so much, i cannot pour anymore water that my glass of pain, i have a friend, Pat i just found out has lung cancer, and liver cancer, her son i raised from 11 till he got married. he is the one on my dog training video. but because of all that i have gone through, i do not have to feel the pain in your writings, to know the missery it brings with it. this to will pass.
Rob sounded like he had fallen in love with you, and never let it go, maybe still love, and maybe love just burried alive inside him. but you did all you could do.
Coming into the book on a late chapter was a bit slow for me to catch hold, but some thing flows through, “REAL FEELING” “REAL LIFE” “REAL LOVE” REAL PAIN” AND “REAL LOSS.” that is a large shoe to fill in such a small space
love Bruce and Cash

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